Category: Motherhood

Military, Motherhood

Almost two years since the pregnancy that made me want to die

Two years ago, when I was pregnant with my son, people used to tell me that pregnancy was the most wonderful time of their lives. I would literally balk. Pregnancy–anything but miserable? Perhaps. But the greatest experience of their lives? Yeah, there was no way. Perhaps some people had okay experiences, but there was no way that pregnancy was the best time of their lives.  Now we’re coming up on mytell me the rest!

Military, Motherhood, Uncategorized

I forgot how to relax

At home, I can always find something to do. Always. Floors must be swept, dishes must be done, the little guy decided to rearrange the kitchen pantry, my husband’s boots left sand tracked across the house–even when there’s nothing to do, I still find something. It drives my husband nuts and he’s constantly asking me to stop because my perpetual doing puts him on edge, but I feel like I can’ttell me the rest!

Motherhood

Dear distracting white-noise machine (aka. TV), we are breaking up

Two years ago, our phones were ringing incessantly with sales calls from cable reps who would offer us anything to use their services. “Hi, is this Ms. Emma?” “Yes, this is her.” “Hi, Ms. Emma, this is Dan with DirecTV. We have a fantastic rate to offer–“ “I’m sorry, we don’t watch TV in our family. We’re not interested in cable services.” “Yeah, I understand, family time is very important.tell me the rest!

Marriage, Military, Motherhood

Is it okay to be happy when so many others are hurting?

A strange thing has happened to me recently. I haven’t had any words. If you know me, you’ll know that is strange. I always have something to say, and especially as a blogger I’ve made it my personal mission to empower, educate, and encourage other young wives and mamas like myself. When I learn hard lessons in parenting or in my marriage, I write about them in hopes that someonetell me the rest!

Marriage, Motherhood, Uncategorized

They need more than 99% of our attention 99% of the time

Every night after laying my sweet boy in his crib and closing his door, I can feel my shoulders slump. My day as a mom is over, and after a day of everything needing my constant attention I am so tired. It’s rarely physical exhaustion; instead it’s there-is-so-much-I-have-to-do tired and shoot-I-forgot-to-do-that-thing tired and when-is-that-appointment-again? tired. A million wheels turning all at once as we try to balance feeding the family, feedingtell me the rest!

Motherhood

My five-star luxury trip from hell

As the waiter arrived at my table carrying my 14oz ribeye with the spicy lemon salad and unlimited fries, I wanted to cry. My son sat next to me, chomping down his parmesan garlic fries, perfectly content. Yes, my tears were happy tears. We were at the Radisson Edwardian in London–an evening I had never seen coming two days earlier as I sat waiting for my very delayed flight withtell me the rest!